>>>"blur eh hidup kinek tok...huhuhu"<<<

ok2, nama entry kali tok t'sgt pelik. sbulum apa2, nak padah nagn hai, sory hai, lupak mek bday ktk hari ya... seriuoslykan, to all my friends, mun i dun wish u guys, very sorry k, i nhave problems remembering dates...thats why sejarah jaik, hehehe... hai, one more thing, kmk nak comment dlm chatbox ktk, tp sik pandei, but i like ur skin though, simple and smart jak...hahaha....

as u all know, i'm working...somewhere la...and life can be so darn 'membosankan' bila time x da org...tambahan, my nights amat la membosankan. d rumah, time mlm2 sikda kerja lain, nangga tv, layan sms, and at last, tido.... esoknya, kerja agik...agak bosan la...

guys, ktk org sombong ho. balit cuti, semua senyap. sikda hantr kbr pun, makin2 borex...jaik ada jak... do let me know apa plan ktk org kelak...i mean pasal nak pg ukm ya... tell me bila ho... tauk sik,i'm going on the 7th...and guess what...i think ticket ku hilang!!! its no where to be found...argh...ntah la...blur eh. sik tauk nak molah apa.

guys, mun ktk org kuar malam2, i want to join k... boring aie, malam2ku...

>>>kerja<<<

ku kerja cuti tok...busy...aku kerja bukan sbb sikda duit, aku kerja sbb nak haiskan masaku... aku sik maok la nak duduk rumah, sik polah apa2, drpd begiya, its better fot me to tolong mu bro d kedei tok, hehehe.... pasal gaji, sik jd masalah... mun ada rezki, org bayar la... mun sikda, aku sik mintak. its good that i can be here with them sbb kelak2 aku akan pg ukm...so why not habiskan masa tok dgn sidak...

>>>Jawapanmu-Misha Omar<<<

Jawapanmu, single terbaru dr Misha Omar, the mesmerizing Malaysia very own Diva of Pop. setelah menunggu sekian lama, akhirnya Misha muncul kembali menunaikan janjinya kepada peminat2nya. Lagu terbaru nie sanagt berlainan dari mana2 lagu2 Misha yang terdahulu. This song lebih relaks and steady tp very meaningful and guess what, it suits my situation. Mmg tepat dgn situasi ketika ini, time2 tgh jiwang2 tp bukan jiwang tahap Jiwang karat... ok, this is the lyrics of the song...enjoy...

Misha Omar - Jawapanmu

Terleka bila berbicara denganmu
Pastiku terbang tinggi ke awan biru
Bermain dengan kata-kata dari bibirmu
Itulah impiku selalu

Kerap kali kau muncul diruang minda
Denganku kini kian sempurna bilaku terjaga
Kau didepan mata
Katakan saja apa yang dirasa oh..

c/o

Kamu, selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri
Ku tahu apa sebalik senyuman
Itulah yang ku Mahu
Jawapan dari kamu

Aku, selalu terkenangkan kamu bila kamu
Jauh dari diriku
Kamu selalu yang ku rindu
Jawapan rinduku kamu

Nyata berbeza, cara kau berbicara
Aku terasa diriku istemewa
Mahuku bertanya tapiku tak berdaya
Dahku dekat dengamu kelu lidah membisu
Masih lagiku tercari-cari
Dari mimi ke mimpi
Hari ke hari
Nyata mulanya dari kamu
Katakan saja apa yang dirasa

Selalu aku, mendoakan agar kita
Disatukan dan kita akan keakhirnya...

repp

Apa yang kau mahu,
Itulah yang kumahu
Janganlah kau pergi tinggalku sendiri
Mencari..jawapan hati
Kamu...!!

Kamu, selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

i love this song so much!!! Keep up th great work kak Misha...wish to meet you very soon.

>>>nasib la<<<

i'm leaving...sedih eh... banyak benda nak ditinggalkan kat maktab yg best tok... try bayangkan maktab tok tanpa HEP, its perfect. tp yalah tek, stiap yg ada d maktab tok ada responsibility sendiri, so sik dpt la nak slahkan gilak. tp kan, like it or not, kita d treat macam miak skolah. even, ada skolah sik treat miak sidak mcm ya...tol sik...

the point is, i'm leaving!!! ya jak yang penting kinek tok. i love this place tp apa boleh buat, its time to move on... tp kan, sedih la nak tinggalkan maktb tok...along with it are the memories and wonderful moments here. even, skarang pun tgh poah memori tp mcm sikkan jd jak..sabar jak la.

to al IPBLians, sik kira la sapa, keep up the good work and teruskan usaha menjadikan IPBL disegani seantero dunia...chaiyo2 guys...

>>>thanks for the dream God<<<

its mother's day and like any other children, i would also want to tell my mother how i dearly i love her. sadly, i dont have that opportunity... she's no longer with me. this morning i dreamed of her. she was so beautiful when i dreamed of her today. thanks God for the dream. at least, i still have that mother-son bond, and its still strong... mom, i miss u a lot... cant wait to meet you. thanks for showing me how great a mother's love is and mom, i'm so sorry for every wrong that i've done. thanks for being such a wonderful mom. you were the best!!!

>>>hilangmu ganti tiada, cintamu kekal selamanya<<<

sekarang dah mula la cuti and the feelings of loneliness menjelma kembali. tiba2, hati terjentik dek memori indah bersama keluarga. bukan senang jadi anak bongsu, bukan la kerana aku anak manja tetapi kerana aku dimanjakan. Ya Allah, aku tal sedia untuk menghadapi realiti pemergian mereka. terlau berat beban yang terpaksa aku tempuh ini. terinagt kembali masa2 mereka hampir pergi, anak derhaka ini tiada disisi pada saat mereka perlukan aku. tapi pada ketika aku perlukan mereka, senang2 aku luahkan, pasti tertunai... Ya Allah, aku rindu... dulu, setiap kali aku sakit, pasti aku mengadu. digigit nyamuk pun aku beritahu. pasti terubat sakit bila dibelai manja, penuh kasih sayang. tp sekarang, sakit ini kutanggung seorang.kawan bukan gantinya... walau aku berkawan sejuta, tiada dapat aku lari dari realiti ini.

>>>issue sik respect org<<<

astro dah pasang... ya bukan issue la... yg jd issue skarang, ada tangan sial, celaka dan durjana, tulis something (kind of like an advertisement) dekat pintu bilik TV asrama LELAKI!!! it says "PONDAN X nangga AF"!!! if it was me who came across this sign, it wont be a problem.aku akan ambik and buang jak.tp, masalahnya, kita kan teachrs to be... utk KPLI 1 tahu, pismmp 5 stengah tahu, and TESL 6 tahun, sikkan sik faham gik dgn "sensetiviti" segolongan pihak!!!

come on la, show people some respect la. kita nak mengata org, tp sendiri lebih, wat for??? nak cover kelemahan ka??? this is a serious issue la, so please take it seriously. sik ada org mintak dilahirkan mcm ya ok!!! jd PONDAN suma ya...tp dah Tuhan maha pencpta cipta nya jd mcm ya, what to do!!! nasib bait la Tuhan sik cipta nya jd mcm insan sik berguna, yg tulis sign ya dekat bilit TV ya???

for that person, come on la, admit it, ko byk gik kelemahan so jgn la nak pin point dgn kelemahan org!!! ko sik da blaja psychology ka???

suspek dah dikenalpasti tp kmk org sik brani la nak tuduh sapa...sendiri mau inagt la... to those yg sik pandei nak respect org, learn to respect ur friends or popele around you. jgn nak mempermainkan org jak sehinggakan ko rasa issue mcm tok adalah lucu in which SIK........ hey, jaga2, someday kelak jd dgn anak2 ko, baru ko tauk... or maybe, someday those PONDAN will kick ur bud...making you looking stupid!!!huahuahua....

>>>"Good Morning Cikgu..."<<<

its 3.35pm. i have just finished watching a malay movie about an English teacher. being put in a non-english speaking community, the teacher was in a dilemma,she didnt know just how it was possible for her to teach. the students know nothing about english. its an alien language for them.

come to think of it, its gonna happen to me too... OMG, i just dont know what to do; i like challenges though. it makes me better. but before i go through that experience, my seniors(chrt 1) are going to be tested... they are going to handle that before i do... seniors, chiyo2!!! u guys are great!! surely you guys can do it... students are going to love you all... dah kmk tolong doakan tok, jgn lupak doa2kan kmk juak k...

Ya Allah, nervous eh nak praktikum kelak, then nak ngajar gik... sik bersedia eh nak tinggalkan kegilaan dunia aku sebagai insan free... kelak nak jaga anak org eh.... kelak rosak anak org kelak, aku juak kenak soal d akhirat. susah na juak nak jd cikgu tok eh... harap2 dpt la jd cikgu yg d sayangi leh students...