Kuching...the DIVA is back!!!

the long-waited time has come (i dun know whether i use the right phrase). i'm now sitting in LCCT (low cost currier t(watever)). the place is now crowded with people with the same reason why i am here...going back to their respective hometown. God....the battery is killing me...it can only last for 3o minutes...WTF... ok2...what else should i write??? hm... wishing all my friends a blessed hari raya and happy holidays... argh... i got assignments to do...i hate it!!! do they have to give me assignmnets when i'm suppose to have my break and enjoy my Raya. (dengki alu jak!!!) anyway, time raya ya, jemput2 la ke rumah...hehehe.... Slamat Hari Raya to all... love, Sapri.

>>>solitary<<<

The voices...its making me sad.

Before coming for UKM, i could still remember my plan not going back to my kampung for raya. I told my late father repeatedly and he was seriously worried, begging me not to do so. He had never wanted to be apart from me. He had never failed to show how much he loved me. I was on the other hand felt rather embarrassed to show him just how much i love him. “Dad, i love u so much...if only u knew...” Now the memories flash back. The dialogues i had with him keep repeating itself in my head and its consuming my happiness, living only and empty space of guilt and sadness. Though i’m happy that i have a ticket going back for raya, but there’s nothing to be happy about. The reason why people return to their home is because they wish to meet their beloved ones... But for me, the 2 VVIP of my heart is no longer waiting for me, coming to them. How i wish i can call home, answered by these two VVIPs, and talking on the phone, telling them that I can’t wait to return for Raya but that’s not possible. I know, my friends will tell me,”Sap, be strong....” thanks for that dear friends but these feelings of loneliness, sadness, and solitary are just unbearable.

>>>rindu<<<

>>>few words only<<<

1. Where is your cellphone? - on the bed

2. Your significant other? - Doraemon

3. Your hair? - Long

4. Your Mother? - Missed...

5. Your Father? - Missed...

6. Your favourite thing? - Talking

7. Your dream last night? - cant remember

8. Your favourite drink? - Iced coffee

9. Your dream goal? - A Great Teacher

10. The room you're in? - Hoa Phak...(hostel)

11. Your hobby? - Dancing

12. Your fear? - Centipede

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - Venice

14. What you're not? - good looking

15. Muffins? - Chocolate

16. One of your wish list items? - Camera

17. Where you grew up? - Samarahan

18. The last thing you did? - Chatting with Walter

19. What are you wearing? - t-shirt and track suit

20. Favourite gadget? - W910i (my phone)

21. Your pets? - None

22. Your computer? - Acer

23. Your mood? - Bored

24. Missing someone? - maybe...

25. Your car? - bus UKM jer...

26. Something you're not wearing? - bra

27. Favourite store? - Giant

28. Like Someone? - of course.

29. Your favourite colour? - Turquoise

30. When is the last time you laugh? - i' laughing right now...

31. Last time you cried? - 1st day of Ramadhan...

>>>kak Misha reply<<<

recently i joined facebook. thanks to my friends who introduced it to me... anyway, i made a connection with my Idol, the one and only Misha Omar. i am still very excited with the fact that she one of my VIP friends. anyway, i send her a msg, asking about the 3rd album which is not published yet. guess what, she replied....(gembira giler....) this is what she wrote... hi sayang....(she called me syg!!!) InsyaAllah..kita cuba siapkan album tu utk awak (specially for me???) dan pengikut-ptngikut yang lain kay.,... tahnks so much,dik(she called me adik...wonderful) ...alhamdulillah..

kurniaan dair Tuhan,,
takdelah sepi cuma tak bekerja di depan tabir glamour...belakang tabir akak ligat jugak bergerak sana sini..
i love u too(she loves me too...argh..feels like i'm flying) ,,,and take care!!
Love,
Kak misha

sik sangka nya akan reply... so happy right now....

>>>buka PUASA<<<

At first i was wondering whether to write in English or BM... my BM sucks, so does my English la... so i write campur-campur la... ala2 tomyam campur kafe KHTO yg manis...ceh, ntah papa jak la tomyam manis...ngek... anyway, i was having a mixed feeling upon hearing the sound of the Azan(i felt happy as weel as sad as the sound of the Azan reminded me of the excellent dishes my sister in law cooked for ‘berbuka puasa’...).... (yea...can makan oredy...) as you all know, it was the first day of fasting month... i ‘puasa’ eh, dgn cemerlangnya ok...(sik maok letak fasted...bunyi macam pelik jak...)

Before the Azan, i called my brother. He told me that they were having all sorts of Sarawak cuisine...i hate you...argh...saja jak polah kmk rindu nak balit... anyway, i was spoiling myself with a RM7.50 meal set(set yg d pilih d kafe la...) and a big glass of iced milk..nyum...nyum... here is the picture of my first ‘buka puasa’ meal... (owh, thanks to Walter and Robin for joining me... thanks for being very understanding guys...)