whatever you say...

Who am i? If i have a quiz, asking me details about my friends, would i successfully pass the test. NOPE... I don't even know my bestfriends' birthday. That's me... The one who tends to leave everything as the way it should be. I do not realize small things which people may take into consideration in their life. I know, i know, those small2 things are the ones which would make a great deal of difference in one's life. But, i don't know. Maybe I'm just being ignorance or maybe I have am the person who only looks at the bigger picture.

Things do not seem to go my way this few weeks. Too many incidences that make my life miserable, thinking about all those over and over again. Just to share with the rest of the world, I've not been talking to few people in which I used to be very close with. How do feel??? Let's make it this way... for the first few weeks, I feel tremendously sad. Felt like something that i hold on tight to is slipping from my hands, something so precious, so valuable. Well, i may be feeling the same way right now, but it doesn't hurt as much but it hurts me even worse.

Hakim, Ash and those who are close to me, would now smile and say..." not again..."hahaha... Am I looking into things too seriously? Tell me, how should i treat those who judge me, and punish me for being myself and for mistakes I dont even know. How whould i go about this unnecessary conflicts?

gone

I have not been blogging enough 'hot' issues so far. I have, actually, a lot of hot issues happening around me right now involving family, friends and those who i despise. It's has been tough, trying to be professional and at the same time, hiding the true feeling of hatred, hurt, burden and etc... I'm very sure the people who i am having problem with do not read my blog by if they do, i wish them to know that they have been successfully making my life miserable. Thank you so much.

owh, i wish to share with all of you how i feel last few days. After the 4 -days exams, I became EXTREMELY LAZY. Usually i sleep at 3-4 a.m. and wake up after 10-11 hours of so call 'beauty' sleep. Isn't that what we call LAZINESS...hahaha... owh, to make things worse, i have not been exercising. Instead, i stuffed myself with Mc D's meals for more than 3 time this week alone. OMG, i don't know what's wrong with me. I'm gaining weight faster than gaining knowledge, ish ish ish, apa nak jd la...

All of this is due to the problems i had i guess. Otherwise, i wont be stuffing 2 pieces of spicy Chicken, an apple Pie, Fries and Chicken Porridge every time I 'singgah' Mc D. thanks to them also, my jeans does not fit me well, and my thongs are very tight.

I have to take action fast before i have to buy new jeans. What I'm practising now is to ignore those who bring problems in my life. the hell with those losers!!! You are not the only people that i have okay... i have a lot more friends who can offer me shoulder to cry on. since I'm no one in your life, so i would like you to know that YOU ARE NO ONE IN MY LIFE!!! HA HA HA...

another issue

i've been busy hibernating... it's so hot in MALAYSIA...LOL

It's been long... nope, it's not because of my so call 'hectic' life but rather i've lost interest in sharing my thoughts with people. It has been a very tough semester for me juggling between my studies and extra activities; expanding my friends circle, dancing, and wasting my time. As many of you might know, i've been to Sarawak for two times. And for the second time last 2 weeks, i had stupidly lost my Identification Card; IC. I'm very certain that i miss-placed the IC somewhere but it is yet to be found. i had so much trouble with the LCCT management as they wont let me board to Kuching due to immigrations issue. The person who i was dealing with was so rude and he was surprisingly a MALAY!!! Later, he asked his Chinese friend to settle my problem. At that moment, Hakim was already half way to Kuching. I felt like crying. The Chineseman was so polite. He phone the Sarawak Immigration, asking them regarding my issue. Alhamdulillah, I was given a boarding ticket for the next flight to Kuching. I was joyfully happy at that time that i dont know how thankful i was to that man.

So, there i was, waiting for the next flight to Kuching with a lot of people, all seem so familiar...SARAWAKIANS...

Sarawak, a place truly like no other... i planned a lot of activities but i managed to accomplish only few, but I'm satisfied. i had a great time with my fellow IPBLian friends, juniors and most importantly, my family.

the Divas


my lovely friends and juniors...



thanks to Ash, Julian and Lina for providing transportation.


sad that i had to leave Sarawak...huhuhu

I had problem during my flight to KL after few days vacation in Sarawak. i didn't manage to pass the immigration check as i did not have my IC. All that i have at that time was a polce report. i was suppose to make a new IC during my few days 'vacation' but i dont seem to have the time to do it. At last, after a slow talk between Hakim and the Immigration authority, they let me pass. Thanks Hakim.

the person I MISS SO MUCH right now...

Now, here I am, back in my room, trying to absorb information from my notes for the finals. I survive so far, after 4-days of exams, and hoping that the last three papers wont be too burdening. To all my friends, GOOD LUCK WITH FOR REST OF THE EXAM. And for TESL 3, IPBL-UKM, we have an even bigger task ahead...PRACTICUM!!! May Allah makes things easy for us.

hei, baca this, jangan main2...

BUSY!!!

life have been so busy lately... no more 'lepaking' for the past 2-3 weeks...owh, i went back to Swak to attend or i can say, to manage my friends wedding... i was ETREMELY busy and didn't able to do any assignment. molah berat beg jak mbak buku byk2!!! ceh...

anyway, to SHANIDA FAZIEMA DAUD and KAMARUZZAMAN HJ AHMAD DEWAN, semoga Allah merestui perjalanan perkahwinan kalian...

by the way, i am in STARBUCKS Kuching International Airport (KIA) right now, waiting for my departure at 9. Opss...there's a call for me... got to go... bye...