i miss them so much

i'm basically living by myself. without my uncle, i would be dead by now. I can't imagine my life without him. He's my father, my mother, and he's everything to me. Even before my parents death, he has been raising me like his own child. I miss my MAK and my BAPAK. I miss them so much. Now, i only have my uncle. What about my brothers??? Don't want to say a word. If only my parents are still here, life wont be as sucks. MAK, PAK, and SU, Salam Ramadhan. Mintak ampun mun ada nyakit hati. SU, mintak maaf sbb sik balit raya tahun tok. Malas nak bertemu dgn sidak nok nyakit hati aku. Harp ktk faham.

Nothing's gonna change my LOVE for YOU (MAK, APAK, n USU)

If I had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you I see forever oh so clearly
I tried to be in love before
but it never felt this strong

our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now
touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like the guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't need to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

Sarajevo..first ever oversea trip

I was luckily chosen to represent UKM, or Malaysia to be specific in the Bascarsija Nights Festival held in Sarajevo, Bosnia Herzegovina. It was a wonderful experience that i wont forget for the rest of my life. Being in Sarajevo, the capital city of Bosnia, made me literally cry. There are a lot of building which is still damaged due to the war which started in 1992 until 1995. Marks from the shooting are still apparent and it reflects just how terrifying the war was. No no no... i wont be lecturing on the war. Instead, I want to share with all the joy I had in Sarajevo. Well, if you don't include the issue on finance, I think everything would be perfect. The place, a 4-season-country that i've always wanted to go to and the view, very beautiful landscape and buildings. However, when you take into consideration the issue of finance, life would be miserable. Their 1 KM is equal to RM2.50 in which one of the things that cost 1KM was a scope of ice cream. So a scope of an ice-cream is therefore cost RM2.50. What do you think??? Crazy, isn't it. But then again, I wasn't going to shop. I had a mission. AADYAMAATRA has been chosen to represent MALAYSIA to perform cultural dance for the Bascarsija Nights there. We were very honored to be selected among many other excellent dance group in Malaysia. It was a big responsibility and we were frightened that we would not perform as what is expected by the organizer as well as the Malaysian Embassy. We were so glad when the organizer and the Malaysian Embassy praised us for the job well done. I was on cloud 9 upon hearing that from the Malaysian Ambassador himself. The sweetest memories would be the gathering we had with The Ambassador and wife, 2nd person of the Embassy, wife and 2 lovely daughters, 3rd person of the embassy and wife and the members of the embassy. We had so much fun.