Last few days i called home. That is when i received a really disturbing news. My brother is ill. The one i hate the most as he hates me too... Maybe it's just how brothers are. We have never had good conversation. I personally thinks that my brother despise me as i'm not an ideal person to be called brother. People may not feel the stress i'm having but i think you dont want to know. Life has always been so challenging for me. I wish i can be more open about what i'm feeling but i guess i should be more secretive. That's the only thing i have as a fortress keeping me from harm.
My brother is having a sickness cause by some-kind of a voodoo. I hate him but ironically, i care about him. No matter how much hatred i have for him, he's still my brother and i pray for his well-being. I hope that whoever put him into that condition would consider the fact that only God have the right to punish him no matter what wrong he has done to other people. No man have the right to do what appears to be God's duty. May Allah help my brother.
Dear Brother... Ramzi Junai, I may not be a brother like what you always wanted, but believe me, i care and pray for your safety. May Allah protect you always. Get well soon dear big brother.
Saper tak tengok lagi Laskar Pelangi??? Ker aku yang ketingalan. HEBAT!!! Tu jer yang mampu aku katakan untuk menggambarkan kisah hebat ni. Actually, i have had this movie in my external hard disc but i thought it would be an ordinary movie, that is until my best friend tell me just how great this movie is. So i watched it today and eventually cried. This movie is beautiful as it shows the sacrifice and determination of 2 teachers from a dying-religious school in educating 10 students from extremely poor background as they believe that even poor children have the rights to have access to education like any other children. Within the 5 years of educating these children, the teachers as well as the students faced many obstacles in life in which one of the biggest issues is the lacking of financial support to continue the teaching and learning of the students. Like any other movie of the same genre, of course the students grew to be better people. But, there's a little twist to it. Well, the school's best student, one that able to solve mathematical problems within his head, without having to write it down, happens to be someone of not the same fate... want to know about it.... do watch. To arouse your interest, do watch the trailer.
I joined Hotlink for Jom Heboh Putrajaya last weekend and it was a superb experience. Apart from getting paid for selling stuff, i get to know few new friends. Obviously, i doesn't fit the job well. Selling things is just not my cup of tea but it feels great actually try it out. At least i get to polish my soft skills. Guess what, working as promoter has actually taught me a priceless lesson. It taught me to be respectful of people no matter who they are. Well, actually, i've never treated promoters and salespersons badly even if i dont like what they're selling. Just that, being in their shoes makes me feel even more sensitive to their feelings. From the two days of the working experience, i noticed this:
--> Men who think they are handsome and who think that everyone would die just to get to them. and women of the same category.
- i approached almost every type of people, be it men, women, kids, teens, anyone...and i found that these two types of people are the most rude of them all. When these people are approached by salesperson like me, they would just walk pass me without even a smile, not even saying 'it's ok, thanks'. I found this to be rather rude because these people are actually ignoring the existence of me as a salesperson. This is better than the act of showing the 'talk to the hand' sign! How rude!!!
so, here are some of the snapshots from the carnival.
Guess what's new in my blog??? yeah!!! the layout... and i changed it myself this time around. YIPPIE!!! i did more than just choosing a new template this time. I even edited the html; the element of the blog. so i've made few adjustment such as the width and length. and i'm darn HAPPY about it. I hope my followers are happy too.
Like the tittle is suggesting, i didn't know that i have a blog... not until today that is...ha3... nah, it's not that i've seriously forgotten about the blog, i jus don't feel like updating it. In fact, i log in to the blogger account everyday yet i dont have any effort to update it... not even posting a single word.
Guess what, i'm impressed with the number of follower of my blog until this very hour. I have 40 followers. It's four(4) owe (0) and it's something that i think an amateur blogger like myself should be proud of. Dear followers, thanks for the support. If you're looking for a great construction of thought using excellent ENGLISH, i think you would be extremely disappointed. I don't have that quality. But if you're wiling to see through my eyes, than you've made the right choice...errr...or at least i think so. So, i think you guys should comment my entry or join the chat box so that i know what you're interested in.
So...are you ready to read what i wish to write about... ok then, i warn you, it's not going to be beautiful... sit back, relax and try to enjoy ok...hehehe
TESL 3 IPBL-UKM link 2004/10 has officially finished the 6 year long course. I bet some of them are gaining weight, sitting in front of their laptops and computers doing nothing, and some are trying their very best to gain weight after failing the effort all these years. If you ask me, i would die to have body like David Beckham.
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I think it would be possible...(in my dream!!!) wow!!! i want the pax!!! don't get me wrong here, it's not that i want guys with pax... i want the pax to be mine!!! Anyway, like i said, i would die to have such a great body. yet, i'm not complaining about my paddy-sack body. I'm well aware that given a chance, many would die to have my type of body. Especially those who are super thin!!!
Look at that, who would want to be as thin... no one right... as i thought!!!
Enough of the issue of weight. I have better thing to share. I bet you all know GLEE. yes2, the award winning comedy series. Laugh all you want, if you think that i'm left behind of being one of GLEE's biggest fan. Seriously, i cant get enough of GLEE right now. I feel attached to it. WHY??? GLEE reminds me of TESL 3. having different talents in a group would actually bring chaos. it would bring more harm than good. JUST LIKE TESL 3. But!!! with great cooperation and leadership, as well as RESPECT, the group manage to be the best. Dont you agree with me TESL 3? We have been through so much and i think we all know that what i'm saying is true. Right...
As you can see, we have always been successfully performing whatever tasks given to us despite of the fights we may encounter along the way. We manage to pull everything together and be in our utmost best performing spirit. Summer loving, TESL Idol and drama presentation, are only few of our greatest performance as classmates. I miss you guys so much. May God protect each and everyone always.
I think this would be enough for now. but before go, i would live to dedicate this song to TESL 3, each and everyone.
I'm an attention catcher. Not because I'm good looking but rather because i'm loud. I'm specialized in talking, hehehe. When i start talking, i wont know when to stop. Family and friends are my treasure and I cant live without them. How to make me go insane??? ask me to keep quiet, surely i'll be out of my mind. When people do not know me, they tend to hate me or criticize me but that doesn't do a thing and it wont change who I am. I treasure friendship but most of the time I'm hurt because of the principle of friendship that i hold on to.