spider web!!!

**I learnt some interesting card games today!!! thanks Men, Rifky, Topek, Nik n Jimmy.**

This blog need some serious cleaning up to do. It has been ages since the last time i edited the blog layout. I'm not good in computer related stuff resulting in self humiliation when i'm with those who are computer savvy. People have been changing their layout or at least improving on the look somewhat like every month and me... it's hardly every once in a blue moon even.
(dont laugh at my english pls....)

what have been happening lately??? hm... nothing much... owh, i'm officially addicted to something... no no, not drugs, you don't have to worry about that. to what u may ask... for that, u need to read my RooMate's blog, particularly the one posted on 22-02-2010. Seriously, i'm on tight budget due to that addiction.

What else... let me see... i'm nothing more than just a lame guy. I have not been into real adventure for years. The last so-call real adventure was during my foundation year when we had a jungle tracking activity at mount serapi. I'll surely explore that mount again sometime. But i hate the leaches. I can still remember having my blood sucked by that thing... gross!!!

My drama group has had our first meeting with the 75% done script today and i'm very pleased with Nurlyana and Harni's great work. They have actually made the drama very easily visualized. I wish i'm as good but i think i can keep dreaming about that. The truth is, my writing sucks. Be it short story, response, short essay and script my standard is not at par with most of my classmates. They say that reading helps a lot but it doesn't work it magic on me obviously. But it's oakay i guess. I think i'm good in other areas. It might not be academic but considering the fact that i have certain talents, it is worth bragging about.

Let me show you what has happened the last few weeks. Let's get started:-

Trip to Kedah & Penang: 28-31 Jan 2010

had nasi dagang for breakfast




at the Alor Setar tower




at Batu Feringgi beach with Hakim, Zeq and Qaseh Qasandra


Dance performance for college family day celebration: first week of February


the dancers, Zana, Zizul and me. Zizul was the former president of the dance club who helped with the make up.


Pre CNY+Valentine's day outing : 13 February 2010


at TGI Friday. Great food, great friends. thanks topeq, sheela, yna and special thanks to dya.




May we are blessed with wealth and prosperity.


At the National Zoo on CNY: 14 February 2010





the first ever encounter with wildlife. Can't believe they have a group of Penguin put in an acquarium without having the temperature adjusted with the actual temperature in the arctic. The penguins must be suffering from the heat. Pity them.


CNY gathering at Mdm So's house and outing at the Curve: 21 February 2010


one of our favorite literature lecturers









Mr Kordi's Bday Celebration : 22 February 2010


at flaming hot steamboat in Sunway. Eat all you can with only RM 21 per person. they even give away free dine in voucher on Tuesday.

These are few of my activities these past 2 months. Most of them are related to eating activities. So you know just what contribute to my latest weight now, hehehe... Till next time, take care, bye...

Negative Aura is all around me.

 

I believe in aura. It's some sort of energy force which exist around you. Basically there are two (i think so), which are negative and positive aura. We can easily influenced by negative aura by people around us. Reading FB status for instance, it can make you feel sad, angry, and disoriented. And to making things worse, you would then change your FB status to something similarly negative, further spreading the negativeness to your friends. You should be sorry for what you have done. At times, people  just love to bury themselves in self pity. Well, i think it's very normal if it happens once a while, but if it occurs everyday, hm... i guess you need a little mental check there. My hypothesis would be:

1. You are not being truthful to yourself. Be it girls or boys, you need to know who you really are. You need to know what influence you in a negative way and what can make you smile. Explore your feelings and listen to what your heart is saying.

2. You think people hate you. Be sensitive to what people may think of you. It's utterly fine if you don't bother to what people think but do keep in mind that your attitudes may affect your friends too. They might not be comfortable with you. I think you need to be socially alert.

3. You do not have a "real" best friend to talk to. Talking to friends help a lot but bare in mind, not everything can be shared with friends. Be selective of what you wish to tell them. Some secrets may be better left untold. 

4. You're not enjoying your life. Ask yourself why do you feel that way. Maybe you need to be closer to God. Maybe you need to go for window shopping. Or maybe you need a little exercise. Do things that you enjoy.

Mind you, those are just my assumptions. It may not be applicable to you but it's worth trying. I've been badly influenced by negative aura my entire life. Reading people's FB status and blogs make me pretty much affected too. I wish that life is a bed of roses in which it's not. Triumph and tribulation make you a better person. 

I wish i'm a fairy. I would love to put a "happy" magic spell on everyone so that world would be filled with positiveness and laughters. 

My song of the month

Picture of the day~

Taken at the Pavilion KL. 

OMG, Sapri Nanggis lagi

Hmmm... mmg tgh nanggis pon, tp x siapa nampak arr sbb rumet aku pun tgh tdo. Well, aku baru tepikir--->

"aku macam payung. hanya dicari bila perlu. time hujan la. tp kalo time cuaca elok, saper peduli.entah2 dah salah letak, mmg slamanya aku x dpeduli. hanya insan tertentu jer yg akan simpan aku elok2, sbb diaorg syg aku. knapa diaorg sayang aku? sbb aku berbakti dalam hidup diaorg. tapi saper jer yg rasa mcm tu?"

Yer2, ader jer org yg sayang aku tp saper jer? Aku tak tahu nak cakap aper skrang. Bukan bengang, just terkilan. Aku tau, susah nak masuk dgn org macam aku nie. Dah la lembik, sensitip lak tu. tp tu la aku. hm... xper la, mmg susah nak kawan dgn aku. x kisah la. aku pun malas nak pikr sgt, just taht aku nak tulis gak, so that aku dapat luahkan. x la aku gila sorang2. 

Aku sayang Family aku. Aku banyak wat jahat kata arwah mak ayah aku, tp aku bodoh time tu. maner la aku tahu yg aku derhaka. Aku harapkan abg2 aku lepas mak ayah aku xder. tp aku x rasa diaorg peduli pun. dah tu, saper nak adik lembik lembut mcm aku. Korang ingat aku nak ker mcm nie. Mak ayah aku x pernah cakap aper pun tau. Karang saper nak judge aku. Obvious sgt korang xleh trima adik korang mcm nie. Aku x mintak la mcm nie. Aku pun tak suka mcm nie. 

Korang pikir untuk diri korang jer. malu dpt adik mcm aku. pernah ker korang tanyer aku nie sihat ker, dah makan ker, nak mampus ker? pernah? aku x nak susahkan korang tau. sumer benda aku try buat sendiri. x pernah aku mintak tlg korang. tapi tu ker tugas korang jd abg aku. buat x tahu jer. hello, adik korang nie manusia. kalo korang pon boleh rasa marah, sakit hati, kecik ati and such, korang ingat aku x rasa mcm tu ker? 

mesti korang x pernah tahu pun yg aku tiap2 hari sedih jd adik korang. aku xnak tau. sbb aku tahu korang malu. aku kalo leh nak hidup sebatang kara jer. biar la aku pg mintak sedekah jer. xyah aku nak pikir pasal korang. 

Selama nie, aku try jd yg terbaik utk korang. korang buat aku macam bola, aku ikut rentak korang. X pernah pun aku sombong walaupun aku dapat pendidikan lagi tinggi dari korang. 

Ya Allah, ambik la nyawaku cepat. aku x suker bila aku rasa mcm nie. Aku nak nanggis, tapi aku x tahu nak peluk saper.

Happy New Entry (^c^)

Ready???

Before I get started, I just want to remind readers that my English is becoming worse, so forgive me for the level of English i'm about to use.

Okay, let's get started. OMG, my last entry was about 2 months ago, that was on 27th of November 2009 and now it's 21st of January 2010. People have even landed on the moon and i'm still here, typing, deleting, facebooking, and not improving a bit in every sense, WT*. Well, I guess people are improving on their on pace but i guess my pace is the slowest! But it doesn't matter, at least it reminds me to the tale of the Tortoise and the Hare. You know the winner right... The slower one. That's because people who are slow like me tend to be tedious (duh) and careful (still i injured myself). Nope, that's not it. I'm slow, no doubt, but i'm active. Hell i am. The thing is, maybe it's worth sharing, I think my brain has stopped it's thinking process. Seriously, i'm very slow when it comes to learning. Just read at my posts, they are nonsence!!! and my English has not been improving, it's becoming worse. 

I can feel the brain cell dying inside there. Answering a question is like knocking on the door, expecting an answer and yet no one answers you. That's because there's no one inside. Well, my brain is like that, I've kept knocking this past few years and none of the brain cell answer me. Frustrating isn't it?... hehehe...

Arghh... Enough of me mumbling nonsense. Let me tell you a little bit of what i did these past few weeks. 

The most unforgettable time is when I was broke. I had to starve by eating once a day. Well, that is when I asked my friends to pay back the money I lend them. I should have learnt my lesson of not lending money to other when you yourself is suffering...hehehe

Owh, New Year. I celebrated my new year in KL. No, not to say that's it's a special celebration, just that i had the chance to feel the excitement of celebrating it with the KL crowd. Happening if i may say. It was fun, especially when you have your friends with you. I love the firecrackers. 

Owh, now I'm basically in pain as my knee is injured again... Nope, not because of my dancing activity, in fact, it happened when i went jogging last few days. Thank to Jimmy, who helped me got back to my room, thanks to Robin for the 'KOYOK', thanks to Walter for buying food and being so concern with my condition, thanks to Dhiya and Yana for buying me dinner yesterday, and thanks to all my classmates for being very helpful. I love you all. 

I think i should stop here for now. I have a dance team to look after. Until next time, thanks (",)

Picture of the day

-->My Sweetheart :Asfariza Binti Roslan.

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