Who do you think is this person?

I think many have not seen this picture of me... This was when i was in kindergarten. I was in the 3rd place and it made my parents so proud of me...

oh my, i have a blog???

Like the tittle is suggesting, i didn't know that i have a blog... not until today that is...ha3... nah, it's not that i've seriously forgotten about the blog, i jus don't feel like updating it. In fact, i log in to the blogger account everyday yet i dont have any effort to update it... not even posting a single word.

Guess what, i'm impressed with the number of follower of my blog until this very hour. I have 40 followers. It's four(4) owe (0) and it's something that i think an amateur blogger like myself should be proud of. Dear followers, thanks for the support. If you're looking for a great construction of thought using excellent ENGLISH, i think you would be extremely disappointed. I don't have that quality. But if you're wiling to see through my eyes, than you've made the right choice...errr...or at least i think so. So, i think you guys should comment my entry or join the chat box so that i know what you're interested in.

So...are you ready to read what i wish to write about...
ok then, i warn you, it's not going to be beautiful...
sit back, relax and try to enjoy ok...hehehe

TESL 3 IPBL-UKM link 2004/10 has officially finished the 6 year long course. I bet some of them are gaining weight, sitting in front of their laptops and computers doing nothing, and some are trying their very best to gain weight after failing the effort all these years. If you ask me, i would die to have body like David Beckham.

versus

I think it would be possible...(in my dream!!!) wow!!! i want the pax!!! don't get me wrong here, it's not that i want guys with pax... i want the pax to be mine!!! Anyway, like i said, i would die to have such a great body. yet, i'm not complaining about my paddy-sack body. I'm well aware that given a chance, many would die to have my type of body. Especially those who are super thin!!!

Look at that, who would want to be as thin... no one right... as i thought!!!

Enough of the issue of weight. I have better thing to share. I bet you all know GLEE. yes2, the award winning comedy series. Laugh all you want, if you think that i'm left behind of being one of GLEE's biggest fan. Seriously, i cant get enough of GLEE right now. I feel attached to it. WHY??? GLEE reminds me of TESL 3. having different talents in a group would actually bring chaos. it would bring more harm than good. JUST LIKE TESL 3. But!!! with great cooperation and leadership, as well as RESPECT, the group manage to be the best. Dont you agree with me TESL 3? We have been through so much and i think we all know that what i'm saying is true. Right...

As you can see, we have always been successfully performing whatever tasks given to us despite of the fights we may encounter along the way. We manage to pull everything together and be in our utmost best performing spirit. Summer loving, TESL Idol and drama presentation, are only few of our greatest performance as classmates. I miss you guys so much. May God protect each and everyone always.

I think this would be enough for now. but before go, i would live to dedicate this song to TESL 3, each and everyone.

hidup umpama makan

hidup ini bak makan.
aku makan ini...
lauk ikan, ada ayam... sayur? xnak la. janji aku suka apa yg aku makan.
kau makan itu...
huh? aper benda ko makan tu? mcm cicak jer, hahaha...

x kira apa yg kita makan,
aim kita satu jer,
nak habiskan duit elaun,
eh salah, nak kenyangkan perut yg bergendang tu.

pedas, masam, masin, manis, pahit @ tawar, tu terpulang kat lidah masing2.
ada yg suker makan tomyam pedas,
ader yg suker makan sup ayam,
ader yg suker makan lauk peria, yucks!!!

macam2 rasa dah kita cuba...
macam hidup, macam2 dah kita lalui,
terpulang kpd kt sendiri nak labelkan hidup kita camana.
nak kata masam ker, manis ker, aper ker, sumer tu terpulang atas pandangan masing-masing.
apa yang penting, kita kena sentiasa beringat yang...
"life is not a bed of roses"
tetibe jer, hahaha...

spider web!!!

**I learnt some interesting card games today!!! thanks Men, Rifky, Topek, Nik n Jimmy.**

This blog need some serious cleaning up to do. It has been ages since the last time i edited the blog layout. I'm not good in computer related stuff resulting in self humiliation when i'm with those who are computer savvy. People have been changing their layout or at least improving on the look somewhat like every month and me... it's hardly every once in a blue moon even.
(dont laugh at my english pls....)

what have been happening lately??? hm... nothing much... owh, i'm officially addicted to something... no no, not drugs, you don't have to worry about that. to what u may ask... for that, u need to read my RooMate's blog, particularly the one posted on 22-02-2010. Seriously, i'm on tight budget due to that addiction.

What else... let me see... i'm nothing more than just a lame guy. I have not been into real adventure for years. The last so-call real adventure was during my foundation year when we had a jungle tracking activity at mount serapi. I'll surely explore that mount again sometime. But i hate the leaches. I can still remember having my blood sucked by that thing... gross!!!

My drama group has had our first meeting with the 75% done script today and i'm very pleased with Nurlyana and Harni's great work. They have actually made the drama very easily visualized. I wish i'm as good but i think i can keep dreaming about that. The truth is, my writing sucks. Be it short story, response, short essay and script my standard is not at par with most of my classmates. They say that reading helps a lot but it doesn't work it magic on me obviously. But it's oakay i guess. I think i'm good in other areas. It might not be academic but considering the fact that i have certain talents, it is worth bragging about.

Let me show you what has happened the last few weeks. Let's get started:-

Trip to Kedah & Penang: 28-31 Jan 2010

had nasi dagang for breakfast




at the Alor Setar tower




at Batu Feringgi beach with Hakim, Zeq and Qaseh Qasandra


Dance performance for college family day celebration: first week of February


the dancers, Zana, Zizul and me. Zizul was the former president of the dance club who helped with the make up.


Pre CNY+Valentine's day outing : 13 February 2010


at TGI Friday. Great food, great friends. thanks topeq, sheela, yna and special thanks to dya.




May we are blessed with wealth and prosperity.


At the National Zoo on CNY: 14 February 2010





the first ever encounter with wildlife. Can't believe they have a group of Penguin put in an acquarium without having the temperature adjusted with the actual temperature in the arctic. The penguins must be suffering from the heat. Pity them.


CNY gathering at Mdm So's house and outing at the Curve: 21 February 2010


one of our favorite literature lecturers









Mr Kordi's Bday Celebration : 22 February 2010


at flaming hot steamboat in Sunway. Eat all you can with only RM 21 per person. they even give away free dine in voucher on Tuesday.

These are few of my activities these past 2 months. Most of them are related to eating activities. So you know just what contribute to my latest weight now, hehehe... Till next time, take care, bye...

Negative Aura is all around me.

 

I believe in aura. It's some sort of energy force which exist around you. Basically there are two (i think so), which are negative and positive aura. We can easily influenced by negative aura by people around us. Reading FB status for instance, it can make you feel sad, angry, and disoriented. And to making things worse, you would then change your FB status to something similarly negative, further spreading the negativeness to your friends. You should be sorry for what you have done. At times, people  just love to bury themselves in self pity. Well, i think it's very normal if it happens once a while, but if it occurs everyday, hm... i guess you need a little mental check there. My hypothesis would be:

1. You are not being truthful to yourself. Be it girls or boys, you need to know who you really are. You need to know what influence you in a negative way and what can make you smile. Explore your feelings and listen to what your heart is saying.

2. You think people hate you. Be sensitive to what people may think of you. It's utterly fine if you don't bother to what people think but do keep in mind that your attitudes may affect your friends too. They might not be comfortable with you. I think you need to be socially alert.

3. You do not have a "real" best friend to talk to. Talking to friends help a lot but bare in mind, not everything can be shared with friends. Be selective of what you wish to tell them. Some secrets may be better left untold. 

4. You're not enjoying your life. Ask yourself why do you feel that way. Maybe you need to be closer to God. Maybe you need to go for window shopping. Or maybe you need a little exercise. Do things that you enjoy.

Mind you, those are just my assumptions. It may not be applicable to you but it's worth trying. I've been badly influenced by negative aura my entire life. Reading people's FB status and blogs make me pretty much affected too. I wish that life is a bed of roses in which it's not. Triumph and tribulation make you a better person. 

I wish i'm a fairy. I would love to put a "happy" magic spell on everyone so that world would be filled with positiveness and laughters. 

My song of the month

Picture of the day~

Taken at the Pavilion KL.