>>>boleh!!!<<<

i had 2 strange dreams yesterday; one in the morning and the other while i was taking a my nap...

the first one was seriously not i wish for... i had a wet dream with someone i have never thought of having it with... i've told Ambun about the dream. seriously, though "best", but that person is not someone i would ever wish to be with...hehehe...(terpaksa la "sahaja aku mengangkat hadas besar....) scary aie, sik sangka la pulak boleh melibatkan dr dalm wet dream dgn that person. tiba2 pagi ya, ada org padah nya ada wet dream dgn me...hehehe.... ya lagi lucu la...hehehe... i wonder la gine???

ok, the next dream was about mdm So. in the dream, she called my on my hp asking me whether i have time for a small chat with her. "its about the assignment..." she sadi...ok ya nang scary la... dah la today is her paper... apakah petanda itu??? alu la study for her paper, so that she wont disturb my beauty sleep after this.

esok nak tgk "LOVE", suma gara2 Hakim... tiba2 padah nya suka crita ya. though sama jak dgn "CINTA" (versi malaysia (tok pun sik tangga)), LOVE dkatakan lebih kecil budget pembkinan. kan senang di Indon, suma benda murah. tp rakyatnya ngutik eh, sungguh menakutkan. ok, tibe2 ngantok... so till the next entry..chow chin chow...

>>>SiK KiSaH La<<<

aku dah biasa dah hilang kawan so i dont give a damn mun aku terpaksa hilang lg sorang. hei, aku dah hilang parents aku k...that's the worse... sikda masa aku nak susah hati dgn org yg sik hormat org lain sbg kawan. mun ko ttp ego, aku akan lebih ego. bukan aku lupa budi, sik kenang jasa tp ada benda remain unexplained bah. neway, aku harap ko happy dgn hidup ko.

>>>"love" is a word hard to say"<<<

rindu....sik mok la padah rindu nagn sapa...hehehe... kelak pech lop kelak...sik la... rindu dgn semua org bah... makin menjadi-jadi prasaan tok coz i'm about to leave IPBL. rasa mcm byk gik benda perlu settle sbelum pergi UKM. dah la bakal meninggalkan org2 yg mungkin susah nak d jumpa agik unless i balik swak... setiap yg bertemu, pasti akan berpisah...kelak2 pun bila ajal sampei, berpisah juak bah... to all my friends yang akan masih d IPBL, teruskan usaha to make IPBL disegani oleh institut lain.. we're the best k...

>>>exam tok sik best eh...sikda rasa nak blaja<<<

aih, kinek tok sbenarnya tgh study tp malas eh... so ended up browsing net and updating my friendster, myspace, tagged... and finally blog... ok2, berebut tok. Julian ajak pg lunce kat Mc D...sak2 marek seharian sik klaka coz memikirkan belanjawan yg tersgt la byk... byak duait dah habis, sak2 baru 1 week eh... tiba2 la tadik dewi bacakan pasal pisces...nang tgh jd insan yg kuat belanja...so need to be aware la... time2 exam pun boleh blanja besar, apa gik la time cuti kelak... ok la...that's all for now...chow chin chow...

>>>sidak tok...busy eh<<<

kinek tok dlm bilit a fren, eh salah, frens...tp, kesian eh nagn kmk, sidak tgh busy on phone tok... sian kmk left alone sik klaka tp sik ada la, at least bilit tok ada internet so that i can update my blog...

exam tadik sik best aih... marks allocation besar gilak. salah jawap blh gagal bah... nang cabaran la. though org padah sik bagus kenang balit, tp susah bah, mcm sik best jak mdm tan allocate markah besar gilak... (stuju sik cohort 3?)

lepas exam, pg nangga wayang. crita apa, congkak...hari ya dah janji nagn nana eh... tp sikpa, mun nan ajak, pg agik la...hehehe... best giler crita ya.sik sangka sanggup tangga though terjerit mcm nak gila. malu eh ngan sidak lain...hehehe... tp sik kisah la, ya one way nak enjoy myself bah, sak2 pasya takut...hehehe... nasib ada rumet sik perlu tido d bilit org...(sesungguhnya sidak tok khusyuk klaka...sedih aih...sik kenak layan..hehehe)

sikda rasa nak exam la...rasa sedih overpowered rasa nak exam... sik lamak gik nak kuar dr maktb tok...huhuhu...kenangan... sitok la slalu jatuh, angkat balit...then terus berlari laju, sikpun, berjalan jak semata-mata nak capai target, tp sadly, lately focus lari giler. dlm kelas nang sik focus lansung. pura2 dgr tp sbenarnya datang and pulang dr kelas ya kosong jak. neway, thanks to Dewi for spending her time studying with me...fun gler. mun sik mcm ya, sik blaja la, alu duduk exam koong jak la...serious aih... bak slalu padah ngan dr mary, "browse2 sik dpt. sik jumpa prerequisite knowledge ya...hehehe..."

okey la, dah mengantok...GTG... till the next entry, chow chin chow...

sik tauk eh gine nak letak lagu @ vid, tp chrt 3, do listen to Say goodbe by S Club 7...

>>>Patah tumbuh hilang berganti<<<

Kenangan; yg patah akan tumbuh semula, yg hilang akan berganti. Sememangnya orang melayu lama begitu ‘observant’ dan bijak dalam memilih pepatah yang menggambarkan reality kehidupan sebenar. “patah tumbuh, hilang berganti” is a saying undeniably true.

‘Friendship’, satu ungkapan yang sukar dijelaskan kesahihannya. Memang senang untuk mengungkapkan “he/she is my best friend” tp akan yang menjadi kayu ukur untuk menentukan siapa kawan, rakan, teman, sahabat dan cinta. Realitinya, kebanyakkan akan melabel seseorang kawan sebagai sahabat sebagai seorang/ kawan2 tempat menyimpan rahsia dan tempat mengadu.

There are few things that we’re unable to tell our parents or even our siblings, that is when we’ll go to our best friends; telling them thing that unbearable by us alone. Our friend will listen, but sometimes, they just don’t bother. Or maybe we’ll say someone as our best friend when we share the same interest. Take singing as an example, just because we share the same interest, it doesn’t mean we can be best friends. So how is it to identify best friends? Is it someone that we miss a lot? Is it someone that we ask for help? Is it someone that we dream of? It’s so hard. Sometimes, we’ll get confused between love and friendship. I’ve always had that problem. Our gf/bf can be our best friend but can our best friends be our bf/gf? Think about it...

Have you even felt that your best friend is being very secretive, not telling you thing that they think as private, but telling it to other people rather than you, who should be trusted. Well, i guess i always feel that. It makes me think that that person is not trusting you enough but why does that person tell someone else than? Is that person trustworthy? This is what may change my day miserable. Maybe, just maybe, that person feels rather uncomfortable sharing it with me so that person feels that it is better to “mengadu domba” with others.

I used to uphold ‘friendship’ but not anymore. I don’t really trust the term called ‘friendship’ i mean having a best friend. But i cant deny the fact that i am close with some people that maybe can be called best friends but its really hard to make up my mind. Its painful to lose a friend what more a best friend. Till the next entry, chow chin chow...

>>>I would love to make your world wonderful, but...<<<

The fear of loosing someone important has emerged again. As i thought, either side would stand and tell the truth; the feelings that they have inside, the burden so heavy no one would be able to handle. Its not actually a surprise, i’ve been expecting things to happens. The words, the sacrifices, the intimacy, the treatment, the sulking, everything, it was just so obvious. But why me, i’m not perfect. I don’t want to be a jerk later. I’m just not ready for it. I’m too playful, rather too insensitive to be part of your life. I’m not denying the feeling that i have but rather i want it to be something that i’m ready for. Believe me, when the time comes, it would be a magical moments that none of us can resist. We’ll be together...