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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

a little update from somewhere in Samarahan

world is going to realize my stupidity. and you are wondering why... you'll see... please forgive me for not able to be a person of certain standard. i guess i'm a loser after all. It's hard, harder to bear than merely knowing about it. I guess i don't need sympathy right now. I'm learning to become someone better and now i'm on my own. Feels like stopping...quitting. I don't know how to describe what i feel but i am surely in so much pain. Ya Allah, please help me go through this. I don't have my mom and my dad on my side. Dear readers, pray for me. Please don't ask me what's going on ok. It's time to put a comma to everything... not yet a full stop.

6 comments:

Hairunisa said...

oit, pa kes tok. ilek2 lah k.. you always have friends with you...and Allah too..mbak ilek k..mun sik ilek juak, ingat kmk ka.. ahahahha

Hakim said...

jee whatever it is, i hope you will remain strong jee..it's surely some sort of God's test just to see how endurable you are in facing off those things in life..It surely hurts but we should at the brighter side of it..you know i've experience not so much difference from u..I know so well the real feeling of it..be strong!!!

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Menn said...

aih..sap, boh sedih2..its not U u know when u r sad..u dont want us to ask u abt that, fine..but, if u feel u want to share n tell us abt it, sure do..we will support u anyway that we can...Sap, take care..miss ya..