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OMG, it seems like forever since my last entry. Well, basically i have been deadly busy with dance training and performances. The latest show,Tari Tualang Tiga which was last week in UTP was for the Festival of colours of Asia.
Life for me lately has been tough. a lot of things happenned. One of the most hardest thing to accept is the problem with people's attitude. Well, this is afterall my blog right, so it may appear to be more of my perception towards what is happening to me and few people in my life. They might not feel what i feel because they're busy managing their own life, love, friendship, financial... They dont even have time to think of me i guess....
Friends come and go... that's my definition of frinds nowadays. i used to believe in BFF but i'm not so sure now. there were time when i think the friendship i have for these few people are so speacial that it made me confused with the relationship itself. It has been so special, even that person/s fear that it might be more than just friends. But look at us now, we're in saparate dimentions. You have not been explaining anything to me. Why is this happening AGAIN??? we were so close last time. Is it something that i sais to you? Or you're sick with me? pls kindly explains. I know that you set to appear offline in YM. but why?

Shit, i'm late for my Comtemporary Dance class... ok2... till next time... bye for now...

TAGGED

Ina, the Diva of shopping angels, has tagged me...(sik suka na jak eh...hehehe) I'm sorry to non-Sarawak readers, this entry is in Sarawak dialect but i believe u can understand a little v=bit... not that difficult to understand Sarawak dialect i guess...

RULES
Soalan tok ada duak bahagian. Duak-duak bahagian ya subjektif. So, kitak orang sik ada pilihan jawapan a, b, c atau d. Semua jawapan sik perlulah mok diurei panjang lebar gilak.

Jum kita mula menjawab! ;) Bak kata lagu Black Eyed Peas, “Let’s get it started…”… Hehe… ;p

Part 1
1. Kitak ada rahsia sik?
Mun rahsia ya adalah benda yg kita simpan sorang2, then kmk sikda rahsia... mun benda ya boleh share dgn org, hoping that org ya sik bocorkan, then i have a lot lah...

2. Kitak mok bergerek dengan lelaki yang mudak dari umo kitakkah?
Laki??? aie, boleh sik tukar soalan tuk???(hahaha...bulak jak)

3. Kitak sukakah pergi kolej?
Suka... ramei kawan sama palak, so kmk suka la...

4. Pa polah kitak mun da duit sejuta?
Kmk nak sedekah sikit. sik byk la, sikit jak... pasya kmk nak mbak family pg Hj, then pg melancong, tp sbelum kmk polah suma ya, kmk nak bukak bisnes, supaya kmk kekal kaya.

5. Adakah kitak sanggup bercinta dengan kawan kitak pun?
Aie, apa lah salahnya. Janji nya bukan gerek kawan mek. jgn la ambik time nya bergerek dgn kwan kmk ya... tunggu break lok...hehehe

6. Nak ni lebih bagus, rasa dicintaikah atau mencintai orang?
mun mencintai, tp sik berbalas, sik best juak. tp mun dicintai, tp kita sik suka, pun sikbest juak. so, kmk maok 2,2 rasa ya... so far, belum gik...

7. Lima igek lagu kesukaan kitak:
(i) Bahasa Kalbu-Titi Dj, tp kmk suka Misha Omar mbak.
(ii) What about now - Chris Daughtry a/l Arrumugam
(iii) Crush - David Archuleta bin Jompot
(iv) Take a bow -Rihanna mohd Naim
(v) Relakan -Nikki

8. Mun orang nak disuka kitak ya dah ada urang lain, apa akan kitak polah?
gine la nak molah mun sikda jodoh. doa jak la nya bahagia.

9. Limak igek rancangan TV paling kitak suka:
(i) Gossip girl
(ii) Supernatural
(iii) Grey’s Anatomy.
(iv) Dark Angel
(v) Smallville

10. Kitak ada apa-apa yang disesalkan dalam idup?
Ada juak la...sikpa la, malas nak madah, kelak mek nanggis kelak...huhuhu

11. Kitak akan jadi macam kitak kinek tokkah mun kitak (kononnya) dilahirkan semula?
Kmk sik maok dilahirkan semula...sik maok la konon2...

12. Apa wish yang kitak maok masa tok?
Kmk maok bercinta and kacak!!!

13. Kitak rasa apa jenis insan yang tagged kitak ya?
Nya ya, gila spooing. dah la sik pandei pakei slipar flat, pelik li jak... tp nak, ada juak points of convergence mek 2.

14. Mun diberik pilihan, kitak sanggupkah jadi "bujang tapi kaya" atau sanggup "berkahwin tapi idup miskin"?
Mun kaya, byk benda boleh polah...

15. Apa kaler kesukaan kitak?
nok ijo mcm biru laut ya eh... apa nama tek, turquoise ka...

16. Kitak sanggup berkorbankah demi sebuah hubungan?
Sik tauk la... tangga la seserious nie hubungan ya.

17. Munlah kitak jatuh cinta ngan duak orang sekaligus, nak ne dipilih kitak?
Boleh sik mun kmk maok 2,2???

18. Tiga igek perkara yang teringin kitak mok polah tapi sik dapat-dapat?
(i) Kacak!!!
(ii) Pandei!!!
(iii) Kaya!!!

19. Sapa mangsa tagged kitak yang seterusnya? (tapi jawab soalan nak debah ya berkenaan Sarawak)
Shery, Kiah and Ambun

Part 2
1. Kitak orang Sarawakkah? Belah ney?
mun sik, sikkan la kmk dpt njawap sampei soalan tok... dr Samarahan

2. Apa jenis bahasa Sarawak yang kitak pandei berkelaka?
Melayu Swak jak... Iban suma ya sik tauk lansung.

3. Rasa-rasa kitak, ada berapa kaum di Sarawak tok?
IAe, brapa ho??? 28 nak???

4. Apa makanan di Sarawak paling kitak suka?
Mee Kuah, Laksa Swak, Daun Bandung Tutok masak lemak, mee Kolok!!!

5. Pernah makan manok pansoh sik?
pernah2... pernah polah juak...

6. Pernah makan linut sik??
nyaman... maok eh...

7. Pernah makan ulat mulong sik?
Hahaha... nak megang pun sik brani.

8. Pernah ngabang di rumah panjang sik?
Ngabang sik pernah. tp pernah pg la. ngabang rumah sik panjang pernah...

9. Bahagian ney gik di Sarawak yang belum kitak sampei?
Nok namanya sikda dalam peta.

10. Mun diberik pilihan, di daerah or bandar ne kitak mok diam di Sarawak tok dan kenak?
Kawasan pedalaman sebab udaranya lebih segar dan hidup pun sik hiruk-pikuk… Hehe… ;p(jawapan ina, hahaha...)
kmk maok d bahagian Bario, tp with better transportation service.

11. Pada pendapat kitak, apa kelebihan Sarawak tok berbanding ngan Semenanjong?
Barang makan kita nyaman!!! Kueh kita murah!!! idup ilek2...

12. Kitak rasa apa kekurangan Sarawak berbanding ngan Semenanjong?
Sikda la... suma best

13. Apakah perkara or benda yang sinonim dengan Sarawak, maksudnya bila sebut jak perkara or benda ya terus orang akan teringat Sarawak?
Sapri Junai!!!

14. Apa komen kitak terhadap orang yang tagged kitak ya?
nya kadang2 sott juak, tp too emotional la... rileks2 la ho


15. Sapa mangsa tagged kitak seterusnya? (minimum 3 orang)
Shery, Kiah and Ambun

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lalek la

hari ya aku balit Kuching, sik best lalu sbb sorang pun sikda plan nak kuar dgn aku. kadang2 aku rasa "ura-ura" jak lebih. boring lu jak mcm tok. dahya, sik lamak baruk berbait dgn sorang hamba Allah tok, kelaie agik. kali tok aku sik lalek. sak2, slamak tok, aku bertahan jak dgn karenah nya. aku sik pernah nak complen2. mun nya nak bersadu, aku la dicarik nya. bila nak happy2, sik nya muncul. aku sik la berkira tp aku sik suka org polah aku mcm tok. kadang2 aku rasa it's in d family. even arwah parents aku dolok pun slalu juak d jaik org. sak2, sidak duak la yang byk nulong org. time arwah ninggal, sikda pun org nak d tulong nya datang. arwah bapak aku pernah madah, what even happened to them would most likely happen to me. and i think it's true. aku rasa, sampei kinek tok aku sik cayak dgn concept best friends. sak2, friends come and go. time senang, suma nak carik. time susah, suma sik lalek. aku pernah share dgn org/kawan aku pasal rahsia2 yg sik bagus d share dgn org lain. sak2 org ya, bukak crita aku dgn org lain. SIAL!!! nya ingat aku ok. who gives u the right??? mun bena pun i would most probably share dgn org ya, ko bukan la org yang patut madah benda ya. just ask urself, SAPA BERIK KO KEBENARAN??? memandei jak. mcm bagus gilak.

malas eh...

1 of the many things that i hate the most in my life is packing and moving to a new place. this would therefore include, packing, moving, unpacking and cleaning/arranging things=energy, energy, n lots, lots of energy.

I'm in Zahir's room right now, after doing all of the above duties. I'm very sorry for my what so ever ever right now. I am not in the mood to type better English right now. I'm extremely tired and i'm so lazy that i feel like "sambung tido" though it's 12.00pm.

Actually, i have no idea what to be posted so i just simply type whatever come to my mind. argh...i have to move to Hussain later and i doing it. If only i'm rich, then i would pay people to to that for me. and one more thing, i'm going to have a new roommate and i'm hoping that he would be someone who can handle my attitudes and vice versa.

owh, by the way, we got 2nd runner up for Festival Zapin Makum 2008. Here is the vid...enjoy...

terrible day

Its Aidil Adha, no, i'm not saying it's not a good day, it is just that i had a terrible experience today. actually, when i purchase my flight ticket, i didn't know that MONDAY, 8th of Dec, is Aidil Adha. i thought it would be few days later, my bad. last night, i had a sleepless night as i was battling the army of mosquito, damn it!!! i have a lot of mosquito's bombing effect on my skin right now but it's ok, at least the army of mosquito woke me very early this morning. Upon waking up, i gathered my will and strength to go to the washroom as it was still dark and raining. All i have in my mind that time was ghosts, ghosts, and ghosts...

As told by Kim Ling, my classmate, i had to have an early journey to LCCT as it is hari raya, so it would be hard to find transportation here in semenanjung/peninsular Malaysia. so i listened and i got out from my room at 7.30. as there were no buses neither taxi, i decided to wait at the bus stop outside UKM. its not far but the problem was, it was raining!!! as it was raining cats and dongs, i decided to proceed with the plan.

i waited for almost half an hour and there were no buses still. hence, i decided to take a taxi expecting that it would cost only rm5. upon reaching the ukm terminal, the driver said, "rm10". i was shocked!!! well, i'm too naive and decided to pay. owh, on the way to the komuter, i ask the uncle how to go to LCCT from Nilai and he told me that it would be hard to go there as it's Raya. he offered to send me for ONLY RM70!!! fuck that ugly bitch. "i curse the day you were born!!!(sex & the city 2008)" he also told me that the komuter would only start it's service at 9++ am. HE LIED.

anxiously i waited for the train to come. i told myself, there were more to come...

yea, finally i reached Nilai. one problem, where's the bus station??? the not so cleaver me asked the ticket officer and again, being fooled!!! he told me," jalan terus ke bawah, then belok kanan(go straight this road and turn to the right)". i ended up at a parking lot!!! sial eh. actually, what he should tell me is "jalan terus, masuk simpang pertama sebelah kanan.(go straight and take the first junction on your right)." sik pergi sekolah kali nya ya... sbb ya ended up d counter ticket... i bet he had a good time laughing at me.

i was so tired and decided to buy drinks for myself. then i ask the shopgirl, "bus mana pg LCCT?(which bus is going to LCCT)"
she replied," bus depan ini boleh(that bus over there goes to LCCT)" i thanked her. at last, i found a noble creature. i took the bus, it was the right bus. what a relief...

upon stopping at the INTI college taman Melati's bus stop, the driver shouted while at the same time looking at me,"airport, airport." i thought that was my stop, so i went down. NOPE i was wrong, it was not my stop... i freaked out thus i phoned Kim Ling, (sorry to have botherd u that early) she told me to calm down. I was crying ok... i was in d middle of nowhere, of course i freaked out. she told me that there would be buses passing the bus stop heading to LCCT. i listened and waited. there was a bsu few minutes later. i asked for confirmation and it was the right bus.

Did i learned my lesson??? i'm not so sure. what i'm certain is that, as long as i'm naive, i'll be cheated by heartless people. i think i should check in my baggage now. bye... see you all after HOLIDAYS... enjoy your holidays.

the nerves are kicking in

OMG, the nerves are kicking in right now. i can feel my adrenaline is pumping in. its making me crazy. i'm so nervous right now. tomorrow is an important day for Adyaamatra dancers. we have to do all the best for the Festival Zapin MAKUM. we are all feeling the pressure right now. despite laughing out loud and having everyone putting relax faces, i'm very sure that they are all feeling what i feel. 1 thing for sure, we have to give our best but at the same time keep reminding ourselves not to over doing it.